z a t i h a z i r a

julyaugseptoctnov

2011-11-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

random images from my phone; what these really are.
sekarang asyik hujan je, KLCC pun kadang-kadang tinggal separuh.

nov2011

Birds singing and foggy morning

2011-06-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

Ketidakpastian tentang sesuatu situasi yang kabur boleh jadi adalah seperti imej abstrak yang terbentuk dari landskap berkabus.. Hanya perlu pejamkan mata, dengarkan bunyi dan rasakan keindahannya dengan hati.

Fraser Hill, Malaysia
062011

Hutan simpan (ke?) Kota Damansara

2011-06-04T15:18:00.000-07:00

Dari luar nampak macam hutan tebal, detailing superb saing-saing Perdah Jasar, rupanya macam redah semak je. Penat je setting pakai baju paling sukan. Kalau tahu datang straight je pakai Kebaya.

may2011

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It's Spring!!!

2011-06-04T14:29:00.000-07:00

Spring/Summer.Street Fashion.Happy Strangers.

This would be my last travel and vacation for a while, maybe for a year or two.
I don't know.
Seems like there are things to catch up and need my full commitment and focus.
*Pray*

0550am,05062011

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Nottingham

2011-06-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

Nottingham,United Kingdom.Spring/Summer.2011

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London

2011-06-04T14:03:00.000-07:00

London,United Kingdom.Spring/Summer.2011

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Nurnberg

2011-06-04T13:57:00.000-07:00

Nurnberg,Germany.Spring/Summer.2011

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Munchen

2011-06-04T13:51:00.000-07:00

Munich,Germany.Spring/Summer.2011

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Rotterdam

2011-06-04T13:45:00.000-07:00

Rotterdam,Netherlands.Spring/Summer.2011

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Amsterdam

2011-06-04T13:35:00.000-07:00

Amsterdam,Netherlands.Spring/Summer.2011

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Delft

2011-06-04T13:29:00.000-07:00

Delft,Netherlands.Spring/Summer.2011

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Leicester

2011-06-04T13:21:00.000-07:00

Leicester.United Kingdom.Spring/Summer.2011

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a perfect story

2011-04-26T04:20:00.001-07:00

Once upon a time, there was A, falling in love with B and they were together for quite some time. A loves B so much that A gave all the love to B and A thought B is the one until one day, B broke A heart because B failed to appreciate all the love from A. A hurt so bad, but A loves B so much that A would just pray for B happiness. If God took something from us, he will replace it with something better. God replace B with C for A. C loves and appreciate A like A deserved. A lives happily ever after.

This is an example of a perfect story.
The story seems perfect because the story was told as the story of A.
Read again, and tell the story as the story of B.

"If the story is not perfect, maybe because it's not yours"

_{p/s:Ok Fine, masih tak dapat get over Sucker Punch lalu nak kaitkan cerita tu dengan semua benda, bye.}

26042011

Ghost from the Past

2011-04-20T12:34:00.000-07:00

Kadang-kadang terasa macam setiap hari yang dilalui adalah macam satu segmen dalam movie yang sebenarnya ada jalan cerita yang dah terancang. Cumanya pelakon movie dah tau skrip dan jalan cerita so terpaksa ada bakat untuk melakonkan raut wajah untuk menunjukkan kesan dari penceritaan; macam skrip marah kena la buat wajah garang. Beza movie dengan dunia sebenar jalan cerita adalah misteri kepada pelakon, jadi raut wajah kesan dari skrip adalah spontan, natural dan tidak terancang. Mungkin jalan cerita bermula apabila anda perlu mencari sesuatu yang telah bertahun disimpan lalu tiba2 perlu digunakan dan anda terpaksa mencarinya di tempat anda menyimpan barang-barang lama anda. Tidak perlu menjadi pelakon yang hebat untuk skrip yang ceria-ceria seperti ketawa dan gembira melihat perkara2 yang lucu. Perkara paling tragis pun boleh jadi lucu jika dilihat dalam mode “rewind”. Kemudian, watak kedua masuk dalam segmen dan menekan butang “stop”, lalu anda dipaksa menyaksikan kisah lalu dalam mode “play”. Pelakon yang hebat sudah tentu berjaya memainkan raut wajah pelbagai emosi untuk kisah yang begitu sempurna adunan ceritanya. Itu dalam movie. Perasaan boleh dirancang. Hidup begitu mudah jika skrip sudah tersedia. Jalan cerita sedia maklum. Tapi di dunia realiti semunya misteri. Kisah yang begitu sempurna boleh jadi adalah sebuah mimpi yang ngeri. Ketawa boleh jadi bukan refleksi untuk sebuah kisah gembira dan tangisan mungkin bukan jawapan untuk sebuah kisah sedih.

… dan untuk dunia realiti, jawapannya ada pada waktu.
Time will tell,they say. Time will tell.

"I build wall around me to protect myself from thing I fear, without knowing it's inside me, all along."

20042011

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hujung dunia

2011-04-12T13:06:00.000-07:00

"... kan saya dah cakap, awak ni sebenarnya dunia yang paling hujung. Semua tempat saya pergi hujan lebat tapi awak ada matahari macam biasa... awak ni memang magic lah. ", -zati to the best place on earth

p/s: ala.. semua orang pun ada tempat paling best di dunia dia sendiri kan, walau pada orang lain biasa2 je...

12042011

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HONF

2011-04-12T12:41:00.000-07:00

HONF stands for House of Natural Fibre. I love being surrounded with creative and talented individuals and I am really thankful for that. :)

21032011, solaris dutamas

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Duyong

2011-03-19T14:20:00.000-07:00

Old history, legendary art craft, new discoveries, and design for the (our) future.

19022011

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Langkawi

2011-02-13T21:20:00.000-08:00

Tamat sudah sumpahan Mahsuri,
Kecoh nak sumpah-sumpah tahpape,
Kini Langkawi sudah boleh dinikmati,
Bersama keluarga sempena Chinese New year.

Ok fine la tak pandai pantun.

Anyway, this is my second time here, since 1994. 1994??? Ha lama tak? Lama tak? Lama gila tahap Allayarham Sudirman baru meninggal. 1994 I was like…. What? 10years old? Ok kantoikan umur sendiri di situ. So last time I remember Langkawi was all about those history, mahsuri la, beras la, telaga la. Padahal tak sejarah pun, mitos je. Mitos cerita-cerita rakyat. Beras pun bakar balik lalu tabur semula. I like how they promote Langkawi now, focused on activities, rather than melawati tapak mitos-mitos. People will come back for activities they enjoy at certain places but if it’s just visiting, once or twice dah cukup lepas tu tempat tu mati. Ok zati, yang nak membebel macam menteri pelancongan dah kenapa. Tapi masa tengah lepak merenung Pantai Cenang di suatu petang tiba-tiba terfikir satu perkara yang tak tau la logic ke tak. Suddenly it comes to mind, maybe… just maybe, rakyat langkawi dulu-dulu reka cerita Mahsuri sumpah Langkawi supaya jadi padang jarak padang terkukur dan tak boleh dibangunkan because they don’t want the place to be developed. Mungkin perasaan selfish yang taknak share tempat yang mereka rasakan cantik itu kepada orang luar. Tak tahu la nak cakap perangai itu bagus ke tidak. Ok fine la zati kau dah la baru reka satu mitos baru tentang orang-orang yang mencipta mitos lepas tu suka-suka je nak judge balik. Ok tak ada idea dah, sebenarnya ada tapi tak payah lah. BYE.

02022011

Saigon

2011-01-25T21:11:00.000-08:00

Nyet Nyet, Kam Eng, Thien An, Cu Chi, Agent Orange, war, victim, tortures, deformed embryo in a jar, bintang emas, buku fotostet, Ben Than, perangkap kimpalan besi bomb amerika, French Architecture, kerusi kecik, pulut warna warni harga ikut kefasihan berbahasa Vietnam, beef noodle, Spring Roll makanan kesihatan, nasik goreng rempah kari, Kopi pekat serius terbaik, almari pun boleh bawak pakai motosikal, lorong misteri ke rumah Razali, Selipar tayar getah, cabaran melintas jalan, simpulan ribuan urat wayar talifon, Saigon Traffic, rakyat berjiwa komunis, 100USD, 500ribu Dong;

survivors.

19012011

Perdah & Jasar

2011-01-09T21:05:00.000-08:00

Mount Perdah and Jasar, located in Cameron Highland. Kalau nak tau lebih lanjut info Gunung ni pergi google, nanti sampai dekat blog OGKL (Orang Gunung Kuala Lumpur) boleh baca la sendiri walaupun menurut info2 blog gunung ni mudah di daki; 15 minutes to Puncak Jasar and another 1 hour to Puncak Perda. Tapi tu untuk OGKL yang Orang Gunung Kuala Lumpur. Kalau OGKL yang Orang Gedik Kuala Lumpur (merujuk diri sendiri) mungkin mengambil masa yang lebih panjang.I like this place anyway, sebab kita akan berpeluh dalam keadaan selesa sebab suhu yang sejuk dan nyaman.Untuk cuba memahami maksud ini cuba buat shuffle 10 minit dalam office yang ber-aircond. Gunung ni jugak sangat cantik in details. It’s so pretty zooming in. View di puncak pulak I can say, so so je. This 2 mounts will make you enjoy your journey comparing to its final destination. Enchanting forest I must say. One of the best way to enjoy Cameron Highland.

080111

The Wait

2010-12-22T01:33:00.000-08:00

The Wait from zati on Vimeo.

Last night I was looking for photos that could sum up my 2010 for my year end blog post; like I did last year; documentation for my future self. Unfortunately I found nothing that can depict what I actually feel; or to be exact, I’m not really sure myself what is my 2010 really is about. While browsing through my mobile photos and videos suddenly the song; “The Wait” turns to tune in my playlist; and those videos on my mobile which I recorded through the year seem to tell me the exact feeling that I failed to describe. Those little things I enjoy throughout the year. Those things in between “the wait”

Just thought of compiling it all and share. Mind the video, told you it’s from my mobile.

december2010

Analoque - Another Unplanned Weekend

2010-12-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

Macam tak ingat sangat kenapa hari ahad patutnya buat benda lain tapi buat benda lain (eh macam tak biasa). Bermula dengan aktiviti menyelamatkan Kusha di hospital kerana ada aktiviti jatuh basikal di Taman Cabaran. Sampai-sampai “Ha, main basikal lagi! main la lagi!”, marah Zati. “Mana ada aku kan main longboard!” jawab Kusha yakin. “Habis tu kalau main longboard macam mana boleh jatuh basikal?!”. Ok fine kawan dia yang jatuh basikal tapi kena selamatkan Kusha sbb dia hampir mati kelaparan akibat eksited naik ambulan sehingga terlupa wallet. Orang macam ni patut duduk rumah je tonton Astro Ceria. Oh tapi masa tengah siap-siap nak pergi sepital tiba2 si Ijai call tanpa amaran; “Zati kau pergi tgk Analoque?”
“Tah, tak kot. Aku takda tiket” jawab tanpa perasaan sebab tengah butang seluar jeans kepit talipon dkt telinga guna bahu kanan.
Tapi secara tiba2 *Ting* keluar mentol atas kepala untuk bertanya kepada Naim selaku ejen yang disyaki mengedarkan tiket halal show berkenaan. Dengan gaya ulat penjual tiket pudu raya, “Berapa mau?” jawab Aznaim dengan pantas. Tanpa dirancang tersebut “tiga!” patutnya masa sebelum call hanya nak sebut dua untuk Ijai dan Datilla sahaja sebab dah tau mesti balik lepas curfew punya ya, zati perempuan umur lanjut yang ada curfew jangan banyak soal. Show start around 9pm di Istana Budaya dah la rupanya tiket seat kami sebenarnya ialah kerusi piano Monoloque. Taktau nak gembira ke teruja. Dah la kamera tiba2 memang ada dalam beg kerana kenduri Jaja semalam.
Semuanya berjalan lancar seperti yang tidak dirancang. Show pulak power gila Loque main piano tahap colek-colek tali dalam piano (tah tak pasti sangat apa nama teknik ni) and Ana you are gorgeous as always baybehh!
So there goes another weekend, oh bukan.. there goes another great unplanned weekend.~

_{p/s: eh terpanjang pulak macam blog tulis-tulis.}

19122010

Silkeborg, the unseen photos

2010-12-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

Aci tak upload gambar-gambar yang tak pernah upload tapi dari album lama?

I stumble upon the album while planning for my next travel plan. Not really planning let just say, dreaming :P . Dream to plan, Plan to dream or whatever, anyway while browsing through these photos, suddenly this comes to mind, “the road less traveled”

I don’t know where’s the connection; but I kind of like the mystery. Some say the road less traveled, less traveled for reasons. Some say, only those who dares take the less traveled road. Mystery is exciting; but let say, I take the less traveled road, and I think I will still wonder how it’s like on the other most traveled road.
I guess in the end, the mystery lies in the road not taken, regardless how many has traveled by.

Making decision is hard. To stay in between; is harder.

_{P/s: Okay, this doesn’t help me much on the planning. ngaaaa (-_-;)}

03122010

Penang Bridge International Marathon 2010

2010-11-23T21:17:00.000-08:00

This is my 3rd time participating in this annual event; the Penang Bridge International Marathon. Tapi tahun ni hanya lari untuk 10km woman, and the official result for my running time is 1hour 38minutes. Last 2 years I think almost or around 4 hours for the half marathon (21km); which of course beyond qualification time limit (3.5 hours I think) kerana saya ialah contoh orang yang suka join aktiviti sukan tanpa semangat kesukanan. Penang bridge marathon is my favorite marathon event because this is the only time you get the chance to view Penang from along the bridge, pada waktu yang paling cantik, and it’s like you run to catch the sunrise. I know this is not really a valid reason to join such big sports event but I just can’t help it. Cuma tak tahu yang route untuk 10km tak smpai half bridge pun dah kena patah balik,which is sad because this is actually my first time lari bawak camera. Terpaksa simpan memori sunrise di tengah bridge with random tunes from my Ipod untuk tahun-tahun lepas dengan lebih kemas, sebab tak tahu la tahun depan ada motivasi ke tak untuk join lagi.

21112010

muse

2010-11-14T21:06:00.000-08:00

There are things in this world; they make a statement in a place they don’t belong.
They shouldn’t be there but they did.
They don’t fit in; they never try to.
Just, different. Not dare to be.
Not an absolute definition of something.
Yes, but no.
Some people see, some people don’t.
Some people love, some people; well… maybe just don’t care.
Learn to see something beautiful in ugliness? - Don’t. Never
Be prudent, they never meant to be.
Embrace the truth.
Embrace the ugly.
Because when you do;
They are inspiration.

12112010

Melawati Hill

2010-11-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

“Bukit (hill) Tabur (sprinkle) or Bukit Taboh (fistfight), offers a chance for
any climbers to see Kuala Lumpur view.”

Sebenarnya pun confuse sikit apa nama sebenar tempat ni tapi tadi google dapat la penyataan dia atas. Weekend activity yang menyebabkan aktiviti tidur siang right after. I don’t really like afternoon nap because I will feel that my day has been wasted by doing nothing. Dolce far niente, zati... learn this; Dolce far niente.

13112010

pelakon felem

2010-11-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

These are few photos developed from the 400 B&W film from the RM100 camera I bought at last Urbanscape 2010. I don't know what kind of camera is this but it's plastic and cheap. So I bought the 400 B&W film and brought the camera with me during my last trip to Kuching, Sarawak. I don't have any expectation when I'm using the camera, but I think the photos come out better than what I imagine. I don't even bother to develop the film till I saw the plastic camera again last week. I'm so not use to all this film thing and the grain become worse after scanning, (*_*) but yaa... I don't know... I kinda like the grain. hummm. (o_0)

04112010

Kampung Saya

2010-09-17T22:18:00.000-07:00

maafkan tajuk skima di atas. maklumla musim budak-budak periksa sekarang.
few entries before there's someone request me to post pictures of my kampung di Kedah; my dad's hometown. so, here you go. ini adalah koleksi gambar di rumah pusaka arwah tokwan di Kuala Sala dan rumah toknek (moyang) di Jitra :)

"Majulaaaa kampungkuuuu, Malaysia oh tanah air ku..
ada jentera, ada kereta proton saga, sawah padi menguning."

eh tapi hari tu bukan ada kereta proton saga je. mat rempit baring atas motosikal pun ada siap ramai2 cuma tak sempat ambil gambar je sebab tengah drive pergi rumah toknek.
ha, maju tak? maju tak?

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18092010

well, I enjoy walking in circle

2010-08-16T01:22:00.000-07:00

Travelling in time machine can sometimes be a moment when you met someone that you’ve been loosing contact for quite some time. Images of things happened rewind as both of you trying to catch up with each other.
“It happens so fast,” he said, as he sensed how surprised I was about his life changing pace since two years ago… errr… compare to mine.
“ ya… I think so too. So your wife, she’s the one you putus tunang with?” I ask as I rewind back how we both sharing “love tragedies” between each other back then, exactly at the very same time, well… two years ago.
“No..no… it’s someone new.” He denied as I realize myself how absurd my question was.
“You won’t believe if I tell you, I just knew her for 3 months before we get married. I met her at KFC, she’s a manager there. There’s a long queue at the counter and suddenly she opened a new one. Like a scene in a movie, she spilled the Pepsi I ordered. We’ve been friend ever since and yea, the rest is history.” he continued, as I secretly envy the sweetness of fate upon him.
“…wow, and now… a daughter…wow. Fate, it’s pretty like that.” I said- obviously got nothing better to say.
It’s amazing from one starting point, where we both were at once, and I feel like… staying still while he’s walking so fast- ahead.
“… but you travel a lot huh? ”, he asked.
“ ya… I guess…ade la sikit-sikit…for these past 2 years..hmmmm” I answer while silently agree to that myself.
“Good…good. Plan travel I dulu-dulu semua tu…tak sempat pun. You know lah.” He continued.
“Ya, understood. Now you dah ada focus, I macam takda… so I decide to broaden the horizon instead.” I said; try to convince myself with my own statement. Broaden the horizon instead of finding focus- I laugh at myself in silence.

I’m not staying still, am I?.
Maybe, walking in circle?
Well, I guess in the end what you will learn from life is pretty much one thing- life is to learn about life.

The important thing is, to enjoy learning whatever life gives you.

_{P/s: Gambar-gambar ini adalah semasa pemergian Sarah selamanya ke Amsterdam di airport semalam. Foto lain dan tulis perkara lain adalah habit yang dah tak dapat nak bantu (-_-;) . Tapi macam ada significant. kan? :)}

16082010

Joy in a little bit of everything and a wholesome of something

2010-08-09T20:29:00.000-07:00

This is my friend Andy and this photo was taken during my travel in Malang, last year. If you feel like having massive visual orgasmic of natures in one place called “Malang” please visit this link which Andy, his brother Indra and some of their friends share passion in natures with their mountain bikes. Looking at the photos; I feel like my photos are just like sneak peek of places while his photos are examples how extraordinary one place can be.

10082010

Borneo 2010

2010-07-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Borneo is neither Malaysia, Indonesia, or Brunei. Personally, I think it just a political divider. Borneo is special by itself. Secretly I feel glad for having parts of Borneo as Malaysia that makes me feel a little bit belonging to this wonderful place.

Borneo is a place to love.

_{yay! dengan ini saya sudah complete journey ke semua negeri di Malaysia so next time pergi mana-mana lagi dan dapat soalan "Malaysia dah habis jalan ke?" at least dah boleh proudly cakap dah pergi semua negeri! ;)}

I LOVE MY MALAYSIA.

07072010

Catwoman ternyata bukan orang Kuching

2010-07-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

Kuching is definitely not love at first sight. When we arrived honestly I was thinking to myself how the hell we going to spend 5 days there (dah la nak kena ada permit 90hari yang berbentuk resit pembelian Mc D) but after a while dealing with the city by "selamber redah mana kau nak duduk macam mana kau nak pergi" , meet few local strangers, food, penambang boat 40sen for dinner, kids staring at you and then smile, sound of beautiful Sape around the city, Gambir and the funny explicit packaging for ubat sakit gigi (Do'oh), cerita-cerita abang Bob, nenek Wakakoki, kakak Katherine Aziz tips awet muda, polis kacak rasa nak suruh saman, Encik Rahman pencinta Orang Utan Borneo, dan beberapa "lawak Borneo" di radio; we got to tell the taxi driver that drove us to the airport that we don't want to be back home just yet.

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monotonous life

2010-06-22T19:18:00.000-07:00

"There's so much to say, I end up saying nothing."

22062010

The Truth

2010-05-25T18:47:00.000-07:00

25052010

when I was a kid

2010-05-23T00:49:00.000-07:00

How can a little something can change your mood for a day. Eh, biasa la perempuan. Tadi me and my friends sengaja seronok-seronok main twitter dengan topic #ketikaakukecil as invited by Cik Ana as she start the game for all of us to tweet on our childhood memories, oh Ketika Aku Kecil juga adalah tajuk debut album beliau (Ana Raffali) sila dapatkannya bukan di kedai CD cetak rompak ah sorry la promosi kawan-kawan sikit - but really, it's an album full of little girl dreams, a woman's secrets, love wishes and life stories... Ok back, so I had a laugh reading everyone's childhood memories and as I add mine, I just realize how my childhood memories are just about me, my grandma, her friends and suddenly the memory of her and her orchids fill up my head. I talk and smell like old people when I was a kid. I eat spicy food, drink coffee, and watch what old people are watching and I can't remember any imagination related to unicorns, princess, pretty dresses or dream of a prince charming come and save me with his horse. Sometimes I don't know if I still had that little girl inside me or she's totally gone with the memories of my grandma.

I remember those fireflies that I use to see every night near the river behind my grandma's house that sometimes make me wonder if those were real or just my imagination, as all of it were no longer there.

23052010

some pictures I keep inside

2010-05-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

I don't have pictures so,

picture this:
On top of the canvas is cyan with a tint of purplish orange,
then, there are red and purple beneath the magical cyan,
...and on top of all that is the magnificent golden red of the sun.
...dawn;
waiting for sunset.
There's hill at the front, the sun is behind one of those hills,
in front of the hills, there were trees.
In front of those trees there's a lake;
and from the lake there's serenity of a slight breeze whispering in between my hair and blows a kiss to my face.

Vindur í hárinu...

underneath me,
it's Thirty Three from Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness - to be irony.

stay still.

...the sun is no longer there;
and here comes the darkness.

...that is when I realize there are always moments in life that makes the longer hours of darkness worth living for.

_{Okay, fine. I miss taking pictures, traveling and having good feeling.busy.busy.busy. :(}

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finally we are no one

2010-04-13T19:41:00.000-07:00

silence.
13042010

ég er ugla su-sumar ugla

2010-04-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

_{Hari tu ada sembang2 dengan kawan2 pasal lagu apa diorg dengar kalau rasa depress; ada yang suka dengar lagu melayani lagi rasa depresi dan ada juga yang cuba dengar lagu sebaliknya demi mengdeny perasaan depresi tu, atau mengubat? bak kata seorang rakan Sapik Mahad(nama sebenar)"Den kalau lopeh depress balik deting den suko dongar lagu ganeh2".
Masa di Kolej aku suka ulang2 Moondance by Nightwish jika rasa down dan sekarang sepertinya Don't Be Afraid You Just Have Got Your Eyes Closed by Mu'm agak menenangkan so aku tabalkan jika aku rasa depress aku suka dengar lagu-lagu tanpa suara atau just dengar cakap ibu -_-; . Kalau kes Liew Yong Kian pula beliau semasa di studio kita boleh tahu dia merasa depress jika dia mula memasang lagu-lagu patriotik sambil mendendangkan sekali lagu-lagu itu dengan suara soprano separa jadi beliau sekaligus mengagihkan rasa depresi itu kepada kawan2 berdekatan *tunjuk diri sendiri* . Tapi ada juga kes rakan yang jika depress lebih gemar memasang lagu yang lebih depresi lagi seperti mendengar Let Down By Radiohead ketika merasa down..sesungguhnya aku akan dengar lagu itu jika hanya merasa terlalu kosong dan ingin merasa sedikit depres.
Ada juga lagu yang bakal bawa kau ke suatu ruang dimensi lain, seperti aku akan secara automatic berada di atas kapal mewah yang ramai orang pada suatu malam dan aku berseorangan di luar kapal di sebalik tingkap kaca yang ber refleksi lampu-lampu malam yang sangat cantik pada titik-titik air di kaca with salty smell of the ocean tiap kali dengar Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth with Money in My Hand By Primitive Radio God. Ada juga lagu yang terus akan mengingatkan kita pada orang2 sekeliling contohnya sekarang aku dah tak boleh dengar Infra Red By Placebo tanpa memainkan image Sarah, Sitinod dan aku melalak bersama Molko ilusi malam kami berada di dalam kereta membuat konsert boleh skip lagu tak suka di lebuhraya karak yang berliku2 dan akan berasa risau setiap kali sebut part korus "There's goonnaaa beee..an accidenntt...". Walau pun time tu dengar semua lagu placebo ulang2 sepanjang 4jam perjalanan tapi masih misteri kenapa lagu Infra Red paling kekal dalam otak bersama images2 malam itu.
Oh, ada juga lagu yang disebabkan kau berada di tempat itu semasa lagu itu dimainkan di Ipod atau sekeliling maka imej dan lagu akan melekat walau pun tak ada kaitan, seperti aku melihat sunset yang sgt cantik di tasik lepas joging satu hari tapi sampai sekarang akan ingat lagu Thirtythree by Smashing Pumpkins sungguh tak berkaitan tapi sebab turn lagu tu dalam putaran ipod..tapi ada juga ketika aku rasa magical bila tempat tu aku tiba serentak dengan lagu yang cukup sesuai sehingga merasa diri sendiri adalah pelakon utama video klip seperti image aku yang merasa sungguh kecil dan sungguh kagum dengan alam yang sungguh besar di pergunungan berapi di Bromo tahun lepas dimana setibanya di situ Ipod aku lantas memainkan MeoBloonasirr by Sigur Ros ok berhenti sekarang eksited cerita music sebelum aku rasa dah tukarkan tempat ini menjadi wikipedia.
Btw, nampak macam mencarut tak title?hoho.sebenarnya tajuk ni adalah lirik sebuah lagu.bukan tajuk lagu, tapi tajuk entry ini adalah keseluruhan lirik lagu itu ok sudah-sudah tu explain perkara tak perlu.}

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The Lost Malaya

2010-03-31T02:24:00.000-07:00

I don’t usually review places or things outside my personal notes here but this time I can’t resist. Last Saturday while I was in JB to take care of some stuff and to meet few people there; my friend Joyce introduced me to a new place (a month old to date) called “The Lost Malaya”. What I found fascinating is actually the name itself, and Chris Thompson’s (the owner) collection of street photography from all across Asia for the past 15 years. The ambience from the British colonial era in Malaya (1930’s-1940’s time frame) and the old bungalow fronted with Lido Beach make the place even more special. Apart from the street photography gallery of various artist artworks at the ground floor, there are few other Asian art portraits and drawings from the time frame all over the wall from the stairs up to the upper level. One thing that catches my eyes was my personal favorite of the great Alphonse Mucha pieces printed on wood panel that hang beside Chris’s camera collections along with Alisa Lamlertkittikul (Chris’s wife) class graduation photos that give this place a little bit of personal and private sentiments to the atmosphere even though the art nouveau elements does seems to be a little bit out of place. But what makes it special as told by Chris that he found the Mucha’s piece from someone’s garbage during his travel from some place in Asia; that later I should agree that the piece deserves it own little territory on the wall. Another man’s thrash is another man’s treasure. So, if you are a fan of street journalism photos like me, this place should be a stop by next time you feel like having a coffee break and some drinks if you pass by Lido.

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Random notes for March2010

2010-03-30T19:17:00.000-07:00

new born.a suprise trip.a new friend.few old friends.endless design talk.passion.endurance.current life.

... and future in the making.

GOOD LUCK 2010.

It's in the blood

2010-03-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

Pagi semalam kena kejut lebih awal dari biasa untuk pergi kerja sebab pagi-pagi dah bising-bising tiba2 mama dan ayah dah usung tarik beg AF nak pergi LCCT secara mengejut. Zana my sister semalam baru balik kerja pukul 3pagi lebih la blur lepas tu menggelabah macam nak kena tinggal selamanya. Diorang berdua buat keputusan tiba2 nak pergi bercuti dan beli je on the spot destinasi mana yang ada untuk berlepas hari tu jugak.

Tak tau la nak risau ke atau gembira sebab dah tau perangai nak buat sesuatu secara tiba-tiba tanpa plan adalah bukan perangai yang ada dalam diri secara automatik.

...bak kata my friend Naim, "Hidup tak ada plan tapi ada back up plan."

Kalau asyik plan untuk nak buat plan kira tak?

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Just another manic monday

2010-03-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

Despite every little thing happened these past few weeks; the shocking news, the ironies of thought with some events consequences, the “day” that never exist, etcetera et cetera … other than that my life is pretty much around my ordinary routine – like jogging every day…well almost… everyday after work. It’s the everyday routine I love and looking forward to do… it’s like a little escapism from my “everyday” world. Sometimes when I got lucky it will be an amazing sunset over the lake to end my hectic day and that few moments of silence with the sun makes the longer hours of darkness worth living for.

wishing for tears and some irony in life

2010-03-14T20:46:00.000-07:00

Hujan turun tiba-tiba setiap petang selepas tengahari yang sangat panas sejak dua menjak ni.
Fikiran tiba-tiba tersedar yang nikmat sebenar bukan dapat merasa pemberian tetapi pada keupayaan memberi.
Orang yang dah mengarah 300 filem "mesra wanita" tiba-tiba bertanding untuk kerusi parlimen.
Suddenly I wish can feel pain again so that I could at least cry to that.

"Anyone who says that sunshine brings happiness, has never danced in the rain."

Hari tu yang patutnya bulan depan tiba-tiba ialah esok.wah.wah.waaaah.

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bang tumpang tanya dekat mana asam pedas Hajjah Mona

2010-03-08T20:39:00.001-08:00

Ada tempat, siang biasa2 je malam jadi lain.
Ada tempat, siang ada malam dah tak ada.
Ada tempat best, tapi kalau sorang2 jadi biasa2 je.
Ada tempat biasa2 tapi kalau ada kawan2 tempat tu boleh jadi sungguh istimewa.
Minggu lepas jumpa orang istimewa tapi rasa sangat biasa2.
Tengah tunggu terjumpa orang biasa2 tapi boleh bikin ini dunia rasa ana yang punya.

_{P/s: Benci tak bila aku buat entri yang gambar, tajuk dan isi semuanya seperti takda kena mengena?ha ha ha. Tapi sebenarnya semua berlaku dalam satu fasa waktu yang sama, time gambar ni diambil, time aku rasa dan fikir benda2 ni dan time kita orang dok tanya orang sekeliling restaurant yang mamat ni suggest untuk hari itu.}

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sembang-sembang random

2010-03-04T20:19:00.000-08:00

_{contoh hari minggu yang tak best bagi seorang perempuan(sebenarnya diri sendiri) ialah bila terpaksa spend one day untuk kereta (setiap 3bulan)lebih2 lagi bila jenis tak banyak tahu hal kereta tapi terpaksa.

...macam tujuan asal hanyalah untuk servis biasa2, tapi sampai2;
"Now a ada plomotion itu balancing sama alignment u mau sikali bikin ka?"
"..mmmmm, ha, bolehla."
15minutes lepak baca majalah kat dalam bilik air-cond,
"itu blekpad sudah nipis wo kena kasi tukar, manyak bahaya...sudah lama ka ini keleta?"
"umm... 2tahun lebey,"
"oh, sudah kena tukar ma...lu banyak jalan punya orang kena tukar la.."
*cek wallet*
"aaa..boleh la."
*dah mula bersila atas kerusi*
"Amoi,wa ingt bulan depan lu mari tukar itu timing belt you punya meter sudah 80k lebey."
*diam, mengeluh, angguk2, sambung baca majalah*
...15minutes later, dia mai lagi.
"amoi, itu tyre sudah mau tukar...ada ketul2,wa tadi mau tekan minyakk pun talak berani wo dia gegar-gegar"
rasa gegar bila bawak laju lebih 120kmj tu mmg ada rasa tp mcm biasa a selagi boleh start enjin jalan je.
"Berapa satu tayar mau tukar?"
"RM xxxx satu bijik"
"aaaa.bulan depan can a leng chai sudah over budget la kalau mau tukar tayar macam ni.."
"...ha bole la..bahaya ma ini macam, bulan depan you datang kasi tukar tayar, timing belt, sama ini air cond juga sudah problem..."
"ha...ye la.ye la."

Apasal dia tak suggest aku tukar kereta je terus dah macam tinggal pintu dengan skru enjin je tak payah tukar.

Eh, enjin ada skru ke?

Serius Malaysia sekarang panas, dalam air cond pun terasa bahang dia.
Tak ada ke sapa2 nak pergi tolong perlahan kan sikit matahari tu.}

random.022010

chasing sunset bersama semut

2010-02-17T00:01:00.000-08:00

"Where art thou my beautiful sunset; when shall we meet, in thunder, lightening or in rain?"

...ah, a beautiful evening; with my sisters, and an ant. _{(aneh sebut ni secara melayu; en en en. whatever zati.)}

15022010

Hujan ini tak akan reda.

2010-02-12T11:52:00.000-08:00

"I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me, on the outside. Because how do you meet a new person? I was very stumped by this for many years; and then I realized, you just say, “Hi.” They may ignore you... or you may marry them; and that possibility is worth that one word."
~ Augusten Burroughs

FEBRUARY2010

a' fond Parody

2010-02-10T19:30:00.000-08:00

"hey perempuan kau fikir kau lucu?"
"I'm not, they are!"

_{Nothing serious; really.}

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The only picture that can describe my exact feeling right now.

2010-02-07T04:13:00.000-08:00

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jalan2,makan2,rakan2, Jakarta & Mangga Besar

2010-02-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

These are my random pick from my last weekend getaway to Indonesia... some photos around Jakarta and Ciwidey and all the "Ci" town in Bandung. Most are just normal pedestrian shots and some are taken from inside the cab; as our trip this time is just about finding good food, relaxing and meeting some friends for the long weekend~

Oh, teringat pasal rileks2. Hari tu lepas jalan2 arouund Jakarta dah penat2 we decided to get ourselves pampered la konon since we heard that Spa in Indonesia quite cheap and good, so keluar from one mall in Pluit we asked the Cab driver where to find the place la. So the Cab supir was like, "Oh, itu di Mangga Besar tu.." He said that along the street banyak la tempat to choose from. Sampai je Mangga Besar Sarah terus tunjuk satu bangunan yang paling obvious la dekat street tu "Oasis". Pendek cerita, kitorang masuk dalam dan tanya harga semua, ok la..not bad. Tapi masa tu dalam hati macam berkata kenapa tempat ni mengamalkan konsep penghambaan di zaman silam dan bukan tradisional Indonesia seperti yang diimajinasikan, selepas tu kitorang 3 orang dah tunggu siap2 kat suite tu tunggu tukang lulur dan bila tukang lulur/urut tiba terfikir lagi kenapa bukan gadis Indonesia berkebaya senyum manis yang datang sebaliknya 3 gadis berbaju hitam ketat dada minimal cup C skirt bawah sikit dari punggung dan senyum kelat dan hairan memandang 3 gadis inesen dan bukan lelaki berkumis nipis hidung belang.

Konsep penghambaan zaman firaun, 'Mangga Besar', ashtray bertulis 'Pria punya selera', sign bertulis 'dilarang asusila'.

Wajah penuh inesen, "Mbak, asusila itu maksutnya apa ya mbak?"
Mbak: "err....errr....hehee...heheee." *pandang kawan dia kat sebelah*

Ok, fine. Kitorang salah masuk tempat.

Indonesia, 2010

Eighteen seconds before sunrise

2010-01-25T02:08:00.000-08:00

It's been quite some time since I can't remember when, I'm passionately doing heavy edited images, but somehow yesterday I feel so inspired by my friend's hair flow, morning dew, and sunrise over those hills...

<3 <3 <3

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2010-01-13T08:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DAD, ENCIK ISMAIL ISHAK.
I LOVE YOU VERY2 MUCH.

<3<3<3
12january2010

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I smell like coffee

2010-01-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

Perasan kan,
Selalunya lepas kita makan gula2 yang manis, semua benda yang makan or minum lepas tu akan rasa tawar.
So, orang bagi apa-apa pun awak malas nak ambil sebab awak dah tau konfem rasa tawar lagi.

Tapi bila dah lama, lidah awak dah ok sikit awak rasa tak bagus do makan manis sangat nanti benda2 lain semua tak ada rasa.

Sampai lah satu masa awak macam dah lupa sikit macam mana rasa manis sampaikan air oren yang lebih banyak masam dari manis tu pun awak dah rasa macam manis.

Tiba-tiba awak jadi confuse sekejap,
air oren ni sebenarnya manis ke masam?

Ah, minum coffee lagi bagus.

2009 in pictures

2009-12-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

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It was a bad end of 2008. Life was falling apart and I thought I'm going to die somewhere in 2009.

...I thought wrong.

_{Mogwai Live in KL on my birthday, JANUARY.

Month of work, work, and work, FEBRUARY.

Treat for myself,Perhentian the best island in the world, MARCH.

Friends, family, works, ordinary APRIL.

Amazing Mount Bromo, MAY.

Family Vacation to the east coast, JUNE.

Ordinary places, amazing people, JULY.

Phuket,Krabi and amazing friends, AUGUST.

Food for the soul; Ramadhan&Syawal, SEPTEMBER.

Fall, Europe. OCTOBER.

Broke, eheh. NOVEMBER.

Personal reminder. DECEMBER.}

Seriously, you have been a great year to me; 2009.
Alhamdulillah.
2010; be nice to me, surprise me, awe me, like 2009 did.

...or, maybe you already have something for me?

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

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Time Traveler

2009-12-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

Another year passed by.
25.2.5.20.5

Learning souls of our own; traveling through time.

We all are.

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Orchard Road, Singapore}

ini uncle Jimmy Chooi

2009-12-20T22:37:00.000-08:00

Korang tau tak Jimmy Choo dah balik Malaysia? dia cakap dah bosan buat kasut untuk artis Hollywood diorang tu banyak songeh so dia bercadang untuk menabur bakti kepada rakyat Malaysia dengan membuat kasut mampu milik untuk rakyat kelas pertengahan.
Okay, tipu je.
Ini sebenarnya bukan Jimmy Choo tapi Jimmy Chooi.
Okay, tipu lagi.

Be serious Zati.
Uncle ini ialah pembuat kasut terompah (Clog) di Jonker Street Melaka. I think siapa2 yang pernah ke Jonker Street pasti tahu tentang ini. Beliau telah 25tahun menceburkan diri dalam arena pembuatan kasut skill diadaptasi dari bapa beliau iaitu guru kepada shoe designer terkenal Manolo Blahnik (bukan dari Kelantan). Isteri beliau pula ialah penjahit kasut manik baba nyonya seperti wanita dalam iklan panadol juga beroperasi dalam kedai yang sama.

Oleh kerana teruja; saya, ibu saya, dan adik perempuan saya telah terpedaya lalu menempah sepasang clog setiap seorang. Oh di sini kita diberi kebebasan memilih design clog mengikut rentak hati kita tapi terhad kepada imej yang sudah sediakala terbentuk di dalam minda uncle ini. So, tak payah la korang guna term2 fashion yang bombastic seperti gladiator strap, mary jane heels, strapped stiletto, T-strap semua tu tak perlu. "Itu tali cokolat kasi taruk itu sendal balakang." sudah memadai.

Lepas tempah clog ni, boleh la korang pergi pula ke kedai kebaya nyonya berdekatan yang juga terdapat di Jonker street ni untuk mendapatkan effect wanita melayu ter-hot di majlis kenduri kahwin.

Sekian.

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Copenhagen

2009-11-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

Smoked salmon, goat cheese, great coffee, rainy days, window shopping, golden leaves hanging on trees, free music, creative Scandinavians, cool adv posters, Danish on Bikes, funny kids, adorable babies, street wears, safe streets, designer outlets, and traffic lights.

Takk... :)

Street of Copenhagen,
October 2009.

La Rue en Paris

2009-11-01T21:30:00.000-08:00

My photos collection of black and white version of Paris. I love making it black and white; remind me of the classy Edith Piaf's "La Vi en Rose"... Oh, my mind always play song(s) when I look at something or someone...sometimes a song that don't have anything to do with the image. When I first saw Eiffel, the first song comes to mind is Kurt Weil's "Ballad of the soldiers wife" but the PJ Harvey's version.
Don't ask why.

_{P/s:Probably because my mind automatically relate Paris and the part when she said her husband went to Paris and get her a silk gown. (-.-;)}

Paris, october2009

Silkaborg, day7

2009-10-26T13:42:00.000-07:00

Last destination in Europe would be in Silkaborg, a small town in Denmark...1-2 hours from Billund.
One word: the view is amazing...and we are so lucky to be in between the two weeks when the golden leaves still hanging on trees.
This small town countryside of Denmark really a nice setting for a last goodbye to Europe, seeing the real European countryside lives.

This might be my last update from here as I would be back to Amsterdam tomorow night for the flight back to Kuala Lumpur after one day here in Billund.

Till then,

Farvel.
Bon Voyage.
191009-290910

je t'aime.
Se Dig I Kuala Lumpur.

Sunday in Copenhagen

2009-10-26T12:22:00.001-07:00

Sunday.
... a very quiet Sunday here.
All shops close.close.close..even their biggest supermarket...only few open, mostly cafe and restaurants.
Walking through the street full of fallen leaves, golden trees and some music from the street musician,

It's kind of nice actually.

Nyhavn, Day6

2009-10-25T14:53:00.000-07:00

Still....
raining.
Tour Cruise, Nyhavn.

Night in the capital city of Denmark.

2009-10-25T14:22:00.000-07:00

The city is quite simple. Saturday night; everything close at 5pm, and left only the light of coffee house, bar and some restaurant to spend the night. 3 degree Celsius and nothing to do, just having a chit chat in the coffee house, watching cars and peoples passing by through the window and of course; hot cuppa coffee.

Oh, tonight is the daylight saving time so the time will be set earlier after midnight, preparing for winter.

*edit: It's the daylight saving time during summer, so now they set back their time to their normal hours.

Kobenhaven, Day5

2009-10-24T10:17:00.000-07:00

raining the whole day.
walking from street to street.

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COPENHAGEN, day 4

2009-10-23T13:33:00.001-07:00

DAY4: Paris De Gaulle - Kobenhaven
TEMPERATURE: 1-2 Degree Celcius. Windy.
NOTES of FACTS:
1. Sampai je airport dah boleh terasa Scandinavian design aura. Style...
2. Kebarangkalian dilanggar basikal lebih tinggi berbanding motosikal. Danish bawak basikal macam mat rempit lajunye.
3. Danish don't usually stop at Zebra crossing even when it's red.Have to be extra careful.
4. Majority cars are Mercedes(Taxi), Audi, BMW, and Volkswagen.
5. Pakaian harian lebih normal berbanding di Paris di mana semua orang macam direct keluar dari fashion magazine.
6. Kalau dalam Taxa (taxi) nak duduk depan sila masuk bahagian kanan. Bukan dah duduk kiri sambil kagum2 stereng Audi dalam hati masih tak sedar duduk tempat driver taxi. (Ni nota untuk diri sendiri)
7. Sila tengok gambar nombor dua nenek geng pengakap duduk paling kiri tu comel gila rasa nak bawak balik.. macam tu la muka nenek penyamaran musang yang saya bayangkan dalam cerita red riding hood.
8. Sini macam banyak orang tua.
9. saya suka tempat ni.

eh, jap, ada lagi satu fakta.

10. Harga Tshirt tulis2 Denmark/Copenhagen = 55.-(Kroner), Harga Fridge magnet=50.-, Harga Pad Kotex=55.- ... Gila ape main pukul rata je semua perkara hampir tak berkaitan. Oh, 50.- tu lebih kurang RM37. Sila kasihan kalau nak paksa aku beli fridge magnet untuk korang sebagai souvenir.

11pm.
KobenHaven,Denmark.

BYE.

LAST DAY PARIS, day 3

2009-10-23T12:39:00.001-07:00

Bon Voyage Paghis..
Sortie.?
Off to KobenHaven.

NOTES of FACTS:
1. saya rindu nasik.
2. Nak nasik tak ada butter.
3. Saya rakyat Malaysia sejati.
4. Saya orang melayu yang tak tahan sejuk.

Sila kutuk.

Eh, tapi suka je sini.
Bukan duduk. Jalan-jalan.
Ape tah.
BYE.

_{Can't wait for my real compilation of Paris/France/Europe snaps after I get back to Malaysia. Here I just update randomly of my everyday shots, no post editing or anything yet. Tak ada photoshop software in this laptop which I brought with me here.}

FRANCE HISTORY, day 3

2009-10-22T17:22:00.000-07:00

east side-west side (Paris).
Palace de Chaillot, musee the louvre, Ste Chapplle, concierge St. Loius, Napoleon Tomb (can't remember the place name)
TEMPERATURE: 12 Degree celcius. sunny day.
NOTES of FACTS:
1. i will not repeat the facts of the whole France history and victories that i learn today.
2. trust me, it's all about Napoleon.
3. Nike means victory in greek.
4. Hitler comes from Austria.
5. The women before the French revolution era did not wear any panties.

:)

FRANCE, day 2

2009-10-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

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PLACE: France De Gyllon - Grenoble - Montbonnot
TEMPERATURE: 5 degree Celsius
NOTES of FACTS:
1. be out of Paris to feel the real "France".
2. 3 French out of 3 French didn't eat escargots.
3. 4 French out of 4 French didn't watch football. not even Euro Cup.

....how many peoples do you think I have to ask to get the real facts? :)

PARIS, day1

2009-10-20T13:40:00.000-07:00

DATE: 191009-201009
DAY01: Sepang KLIA - Schipol Amsterdam - Charles de Gaulle,Paris
TEMPERATURE: 3-5 Degree Celcius, windy.
Autumn2009.
NOTES of FACTS:
1. The color of Paris is white,off white,creamy white,dim yellow light, rusty metal,blonde hair and peoples in black.
2. Eiffel is famous because it's Eiffel.
3. woman in boots are damn sexy.
4. French Food: Butter.Butter...and, butter.
5. In Paris, more people died suicides compare to dying in car accidents.
6. Majority type of cars in Paris are; compact cars berjenama Renault(ghro-nolt), Citroen(Scghit-Tgho-en), Smart car, Volkswagen.

_{tak faham sangat fakta ke 5 tu apa yang diorang stress sangat kat sini.}

END of DAY1.off to sleep.
11:15pm Paris.

Beautiful Stranger

2009-09-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hey orang asing,

Dalam kiraan tiga, sekiranya
satu kali saja lagi
engkau
berpaling dan
menahan pandangan
setidak-tidaknya lebih dari
sesaat,
aku akan datang
kepadamu
menolak mu melekat ke kerusi sandarmu
dan
akan begitu begini denganmu,

Jadi jangan,
Kerana aku tidak tahan.

~Mimi Morticia

_{P/s: My pick from Tangerin & Nikotin koleksi puisi by Mimi Morticia.}

Derang di pagi itu

2009-09-27T21:41:00.000-07:00

^{Gambar ahli family tanpa diri sendiri adalah biasa bagi tuan empunya camera.}

Kitorang(saya dan adik beradik) suka gelarkan adik-beradik yang lain secara berkumpulan dengan perkataan derang (diorang/mereka).

"Derang pergi mana?"
"Derang dah balik ke belum?"
"Derang ni nak makan ke tak?"

Kak liza, our last Indonesian maid masa dia baru2 sampai ke Malaysia one day came to me and ask,

"...yang namanya Derang itu yang mana ya?"

Haha. That's pretty much explains the "blur".

_{Moral: Salah faham memang sering terjadi dalam kehidupan seharian. Dengan itu maafkanlah orang lain setiap malam sebelum anda tidur.hee.}

Saya suka Ramadhan

2009-09-17T09:48:00.000-07:00

Dulu masa kecik2 kalau selak langsir hijau pemisah area lelaki dan wanita arwah nenek mesti pukul tangan dan cakap, "Jangan, nanti tuhan marah."

Sampai umur 5tahun aku memang ingat tuhan ada di sebalik langsir surau2 dan masjid.

Tapi tu dulu. Masjid2 sekarang dah tak ada langsir-langsir tu semua.

::Salam Aidilfitri . Maaf Zahir&Batin::

one glimpse of yesterday

2009-08-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

It's been a few times of moon orbit around the earth and mends a major part of it, but it seems like there was this space of emptiness that no one could ever fill it.

Last night he came with her. He looks at me and cry while his other hand was holding hers. After few moments of silence, they walk away. He turns his head and gave me one last glance; and then disappears.

That morning I wake up crying.

Last night he came to my dream; the last place I expect to see him again.

_{minggu kemurungan yang serius. *sigh*}

FREEDOM to feed

2009-08-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

It's like,
trapped inside a glass box in the middle of people where you can see but hear silences.
So many people around, but how can it feels so empty?

Warm tears watching those freedoms flew away; as you have nothing else to offer.
They were gone and left you nothing, but hope.

I WANT TO BE FREE.

:( _{minggu kemurungan}

Smiles on the street

2009-08-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

I always love the street and those people on the street. I believe the quickest way to learn people in new places or a country is by observing the street and the people there. People tend to behave in the most natural act while on the street doing their normal everyday routines.

Oh, some might even smile to a girl with a camera looking at them.

Nanai Road, Patong.
Patong Street, Patong.
Bangla Road, Patong.
Phuket Town, Phuket.
Phi Phi, Krabi.

Thailand 09

300709-030809

<3

My wish for a quarter moon

2009-08-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

For the love of beaches, islands, moslem villages, fishes, corals, friends and one fine holiday destination.

P/s: Please take all your "belonging" with you. (inside joke)

Phuket - Krabi - PhangNga
300709 to 030709

Nak kasi tajuk pun malas

2009-07-18T08:39:00.000-07:00

Fine.
Memang rasa tua pun ada kat sini.
Definately bukan event untuk orang2 umur 25 dan ke atas.
Rasenye lepak dan borak kat McD after tu lagi best banyak.
Tapi ok la since tiket free...thanks to Yong at least aktiviti jumaat malam geng SK SRI (WTF geng SK SRI)dah mencapah ke aktiviti kemasyarakatan.

"Zati, nanti kalau kau ade anak kau kasi tak diorang join budak2 ni?"

*Pandang sekeliling, budak2 umur sekitar 15-18*

"...not until they are 23 at least."

Oh, nampaknye aku bakal menjadi seorang ibu yang kerek. (*_*)

GIRLS in BLACK

2009-07-12T20:06:00.000-07:00

Yong said, "Ada skit perbezaan dari gambar yang awak ambik dulu... bagus dah tak banyak edit...gambar awak dah banyak kepada human...something different ngan apa yang saya expect..."

"I think I love observing human.", I said.

...the he continue, "sebab lens awak dah tukar...haha"

Cilake punye anak cine.ha ha ha.

Oh, ade cerite kelakar hari tu Yong menyamar jadi melayu sebab tak faham ade sorg auntie chinese tibe2 datang congcengcongceng dengan penuh emosi marah2 kat kitorg yang tengah makan kat restoren depan KTM tu..maybe she speaks Hokkien or something si budak Yong ni pandai mandarin je. Lepas auntie tu sambung marah dan tidak mempercayai fakta Yong bukan cine ( I mean... "duh" who will?) si Fazli terus automatic sambung, "mak die je cine..." ..pastu die sambung bebel ape lagi tah, then terus blah. Lepas tu jadi bahan la Yong sebab panik terus tukar kaum. ha ha ha. Untung that day aku pakai kebaya dan Fazli dilahirkan gelap...If not mahu rusuhan kaum kat situ kejap sambil makan kuew teow goreng basah.

_{P/s: nape cerite aku takde kene mengene dengan gambar?}

JULY09.

SMALL TOWN FANTASY LAND

2009-07-11T00:21:00.000-07:00

That night in that small happy place I was planning to shot some gigantic motions and colourful lights.
End up I saw something even more amazing; emotions and people of all colours.

zatihazira.090709.Cherasselatan.

Z&A

2009-07-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

Seriously I can't think of this place without thinking of you guys at the same time.
Dah macam jadi tempat rasmi.
"Mane?"
"Tempat biase a..."

Sebab makanan dia tak pernah mengecewakan kot. kan?
Tak kesah la kalau waiter/waitress dia semua pun 90% tak faham bahasa melayu.
...dan Krak Krung Krapi tu rupanya Nasi Goreng belacan... (*_*)

_{p/s: Z&A stands for Zara and aunties :). Zara baik sangat that night her mommy Amalina and daddy ada discussion pun die tidur je elok2...Tidur dengan aunty wawa smpai tak ingt dunia.}

Projek Favourite Encik Ismail

2009-07-07T20:51:00.000-07:00

_{Semalam tiba2 encik Ismail call dan memberi arahan supaya dapat pulang lebih awal dari office untuk menemai beliau ke tapak projek dia sekarang untuk ambil gambar projek mase lighting test. Selaku anak mithali eh bukan, selaku anak Ismail harus menurut perintah dan postpone appoinment dengan amoi facial untuk kali ke-2 minggu ni (T_T).Sesampainye kami di sana ternyata Encik Ismail tampak begitu suka dengan projek kali ini katanya ni project favourite sebab buat masjid pahala terus walau dah mati nanti. Beliau yang tidak suka pose untuk gambar pun siap request gambar berlatarbelakangkan masjid itu tapi bila pose buat muke gambar pasport (*_*).
ChumMel jeWww tawww ^_* (whatever).
Tapi aku akui ni design masjid paling smart setakat ni kat Malaysia.Walau belum siap aku dah dapat imagine how great it will be. Totally modern with lotsa glass n stainless steel structure; takkan nampak la chandelier standard kat masjid2...Lepas tu a lot of philosophical detailing...in almost every angle of the building. I wish I could capture all those details and design lepas dah siap nanti. Buat mase sekarang cuma ada gambar2 gembire Encik Ismail, si dagu ni (my 2nd brother) dan unfinish Al-Mizan.}

weekend.

2009-07-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

Weekend should not have the word "end" at the back.
Ok, maybe some weekend.
1:59am.
Monday; back to work.work.work.

New Eyes Blinking

2009-07-02T03:09:00.000-07:00

_{My Mr.Sid got new eyes. Oh, lepas dia sihat hari tu terus belikan dia mata baru.
Baikkan saye?...tak, sebenarnye nasib baik ade kawan yang baik nak jual mata lama dia katanya masih baik. (kire bape perkataan baik di sini)
These are his few blinks.
Tapi sebenarnye tak pandai pakai lagi. (T_T)
Otai otai sile beri tunjuk ajar.
Thanks in advance.}

IDEAL circle

2009-07-02T02:20:00.001-07:00

_{That night we were back to our good old E06 studio; minus the endless design projects, sleepless nights, Maggie mee, tangan bersimen, spray paint, sex & the city, pistol tembak itik hafez, kaki angkat ke atas kerusi sebab iguana anod dah takde dlm sangkar,dan gam babi. Apart from that, the same old cinabeng2 and oh ya, this time otai2 pulak lambat.

I feel normal again; back to the time when nothing else really matter, design, design, design, and all the passion and pride of being one; the most ideal circle.}

Happy world's Industrial Designers' day folks.

270609 Bora Asmara

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Journey to the East Coast Malaysia, a family trip

2009-06-09T02:13:00.000-07:00

The beaches...

Peoples...

My 2nd trip to east Malaysia; first time with the whole family as one of the cousin married a girl from Kota Bharu, Kelantan. 10-15hours driving along the Jalan Pantai; Kelantan-Terengganu-Kuantan route...Lots of stopping points that took us hours from the journey...tiring but of course the views are amazing...
Ah, and a broken camera; get well soon Mr.Sid..

_{Too many wedding this month eh?,
05thJune09-08thJune09}

Tasik Kenyir

2009-05-19T19:35:00.000-07:00

Special Project Development Team
170509 to 190509
Tasik Kenyir,
Terengganu, Malaysia.

Baby Puchewi

2009-05-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

Bile tengok babies dari dalam cermin, terus berangan... kan best boleh tunjuk mane2 dan order macam beli karipap.. "Kakak nurse...saye nak karipap biru satu eh..."
Oh, anyway, karipap pink ni ialah baby Puchewi milik Amalina Hanisah dan Megat Yusrizal... (Less than a day old semasa these photos disnap!) Congratulations babe! :)
Oh, sungguh rase macam semua orang dapat baby lately.. agak2... Tuhan ade simpan lebih tak untuk aku?

My luck in Malang

2009-05-08T02:31:00.000-07:00

This place have it owns vibe. Busy, but still in peace... Glad that I step my foot in here, in this part of the world that I never dream I would, and knowing some nice peoples who loves their city very much.

020509 to 060509 Malang, Indonesia.

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great ESCAPE

2009-05-07T03:05:00.000-07:00

I'm back. I left it all behind.Friends.Strangers.Love stories, and old memories. Oh, and some physical waste too. Gahh!

I'm ready for a new chapter.
Let's fall in love.

Bromo Mountain 050509

Zahe.

OFFLINE

2009-04-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

Tuai padi antara nampak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan.

Tak boleh blah.

Tuku Refleksi

2009-04-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

Nampaknye Mr.Sid(40) dah keluar jalan2 lagi. Takdela main2 dalam office dan rumah je. Nampaknye ade obsesi baru jugak.. Amik gambar berfilterkan cermin. Terime kasih zati kerane telah menghiburkan Yong dan Fazli untuk sesi kali ini. *ke,terbalik?koff*

Messed up.

2009-04-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Rape my mind with your false theory.
Stop it.

Just fuckn stop it.

Kecapahan Berpusar

2009-04-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

Aku berada di lingkungan ini sahaja lately. Bukak mata tempat ni,lepas tutup mata tempat ni lagi... dah lama tak bawak Mr.Sid(40) aku jalan2 keluar jumpa alam atau orang..apatah lagi orang bernama Alam. kalau hati dah kat tempat lain, benda2 depan mata ni semua dah tak relevan lagi sama otak. 18.

Projek Kuarge Encik Semail

2009-03-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

Ha ha gile kantoi ayah aku pakai selipar getah tiruan berplatform berwarne pink milik mak aku. Pakai sebatt je... (~.~;)

Zati Votes For Earth

2009-03-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

Blog ini mesra alam. Jangan mengunjungi tempat ini pada jam yang tertera melainkan anda menggunakan belut letrik bagi menampung penggunaan internet melalui PC atau laptop. Sesiapa yang ingkar akan dihantar santau kusta.

Aktiviti mengepau lekcerer

2009-03-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

Ciktat! alang2 saye dah kantoi dan ciktat pon kantoi suke usyar blog orang dlm diam..di sini saye nak kantoikan diorg jugak. *spesis dengki*
Sile klik link di sebelah blog ini berdasarkan tajuk:

Blog kerek sarahsirah = sarah
lagenda tudung pink = eni
along bukit beruntung = yong
abun cinabeng racist = bunpink
fazli kantoi berpuisi = abg fazli
adik2 buatan rahayang = kemal
kaknet kini international = kaknet rosnani
penunggu gua = kak Hawe (ha, yg ni ciktat kalau rajin bace la post die yg lame2..banyak betul die mengumpat ciktat!tak pun,,,google je name penuh ciktat.gerenti sampai ke blog die ke post berkaitan. hahah)

Ye..kamu semua...sile keji saye sekarang. HA HA HA HA